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Actually, i can see that you don't wna talk. I just want you to talk and maybe you'd feel better.
& yeah my shoulder's always here for you to lean on, if you ever need it.


Jasyinn -.-, why can't we take at the same school?, Let school do us apart LOL.

WERID!.
How come i'm appearing everywhere? LOL.
First was at kallang -.-, some said i appeared there,
then woodlands circle,
After that Vista LOL.

But i'm at ecp ytd around 2 am la. LOL.
ALL YOUR STUPID IDEA !. -.-
Ask me go swimming wth.
I better don't put name, later your dad read my blog. BYEBYE (:
LOL.
While swimming wa, i suddenly feel something looking at us.
____ was like YA OMG LETS RUN. LOOOL.
THEN ____ BANG INTO THE DUSTBIN HAHA.
THEN ________ was like laughing all the way la.
then BANG. he hit the lamp post -.-. BLOOD OMG.
HAHA. had fun with those guys ytd la hahaha.

Well, i'm here waiting all day.
2more days to Os mothertongue :l.

Kay, what happened yesterday eh?, let me think.
My phone got confiscated againn!.
For what've i done?, LOL. i just have a lighter with me?.
And they're like accusing me that i started to smoke again?!.

Well, yesterday was funny,
My dad was super worried for somereasons that i shouldn't tell.
Yeah hahaha i asked him to call ALICIA, then he was like okay.
Then he used my phone and saw wa 4 alicia.
Then he asked something and i never really listen, so i turned away.
Then when i turned back OMG, he called alicia lia jia yi. LOOL.
i was like, AYE PAPA, which alicia you call. NUUUUUUU WRONG WRONG ONE.
HAHAHHA, my dad was like HAHA, oh ps wrong one LOOOOOL.

I was rolling on floor laughing manxzxz. TSKTSK

Will we ever get together?.
I always wanted to know.
Where're you now?
I'm missing you baby

She's not totally over him& she's afraid it might hurt you.
That's why she asked you to wait, probably so that she can be fully devoted to you.
What her exboyfriend did probably instilled that fear of betrayal in her,
thats probably why she's protective overt you being arnd other girls.


She has feelings for you, she couldn't let go of it.
She knows you're what she wants and needs
but she asked you to wait cause she wants to figure out herself first.

Back to her exboyfriend.
She was hurt by him deeply,
She's got fear of feeling that way again,
and she might still have not fully gotton over him,
so she asked you to wait so that she can get back to normal& figure out her mixed feelings.

when she sees that you're devoted to her. She'll believe that you mean everything you've said. She'll trust you.. and she'll know you're not like her ex at all. &You're for real.
So dont give up on her.
The time you wait, will give her the trust that she needs

She always goes out with guys& you're jealous,
weird course you're always out with girls too.
It doesn't mean anything more,
you also don't like it when she's out with guys,
which exactly what she feels when you're out with girls.
Both of you're actually alike,
maybe because she doesn't know you feel the same way about her.

Over this few nights i've been thinking. Yeah it's all up to you to carry on waiting or not.


Well girl, that's what i think& i'll wait.
Girl I miss you<3

Match was boring -.-, i was just standing there for like 30 mins la.
and played like 45mins? what crap. ZZZ the ball didn't even pass thru our mid.
Whatever la, fuck you Ivan. Fuck you, really you can go and die. Please go and die.
Funny right?, use my phone to message people. Funny right?, use my phone till not batt,
Funny right?, deleting my pictures?. Funny right?, make prank call.

Reached home about 4am,
i realised someone left a card at my doorsteps.
Well it says,
TO: Guiqin,
Hey, I'm sorry.
Heard that you quarrelled with someone you liked alot, i shouldn't have asked you to.


From who? LOOOL, wtf?. If anyone know who he/she is, please tell me.
It's writen on a heartshaped card. -.-.

Got home and charged my phone, saw my msg.
I didn't sleep for some reasons.
Till today morning 10.

We're different, you're not a good person and you're afraid you'll hurt me. :l
True that we're different. You're not a good person, neither am i.
Gahh, maybe i should let you go now. Mayybe.
&you asked me what's love?, i guess all i can say is thats all i've for you

♥ everything will change; but love remains the same.
Well, i can't just forget you, I'll be here for you as always (:.
I'll still be waiting.

It's freaking funny, lol i was laughin in the train.

hahah well it's super funny, watch it :D

YO (:,
Went school, but i didn't attend lessons. Damn tired, then some of my friends came and i'm like so shock. HAHA, Followed those guys to sentosa -.-, waste my 3 dollars.
SENTOSA SENTOSA. BORING LIKE HELL LA,
I went for 30 mins? then i went off myself (:,
Sorry dudes i'm worn out from ytd's match hahah i didn't know you guys still can swim and swim -.- not tired meh?.
LOOOL, went back ccss (:, that dman karthig told me 2pm! WTH.
I waited till 3.30 la! FUCK MAN.
Saw alot of people (:, saw Jianing, Kenzii and more :D.
Omg mdm heriyana was like, omg why you come back?, hahaha.
Well i miss you guys alot so i went back to see you guys :D.
Jesie embarrassed me!. WHAT I GOT ALOT OF GIRLS COMING AFTER& SINCE WHEN I GO BACK CCSS TO GET GIRLS TO COME AFTER ME !. TSK,
Then Mdm heriyana played along with her -.-.
Waited for them to finish their lessons and off we go (:,
Now i'm back at home and they're in guitar lesson.
I'm very tired. veryvery ):
Yesterday's match was fun and exciting haha.
We won (: 6-1.

I'm really sorry for everything ):, i'll promise not to go out with girls anymore ):.
Sorryyy for hanging your phone ))):, my phone's batt really dying.
Sorry girl, i love you.

Hey, guys wish me luck for today's soccer match at kallang around 2.30.
If we win we'll get 600 dollars, if we lose byebye to our 600 bucks.
Yeah, and how nice man. I'm in no mood to play.
I'm sorry for hanging your phone. I didn't mean to, i've my last batt left and i need to recieve a very important call from my friends. What if the match's cancelled? i'll waste my trip down to kallang.
I tried and tried to explain, ytd was Vivian's bdae and she requested to send her home, can i turn down?. No i can't, it's her birthday and i don't get kisses and hugs from any girl kay, only close ones. only sometimes from others :l.
All i wanted is yours and noone's else.
I can't do anything now, you aint replying me or what. All i can do is just sit down here and feel bad.

In the end i still went to sentosa with Jessica and her friends and Vivian tagged along hahaha.
Went there for 3 1/2 hours only
Okay was freaking hot today, I've not nothing to say la, all the usual girls again la, freaking boring ones.
With their usual nonsence. Playplayplayplayplay -.-, Vball LOOL. i got slam right on my face. Freaking sad right?. Z So i went walking ard after getting slammed.
So walk walk walk suddenly i saw velle i think& i smsed her, oh i wanted to call out but seems like she's busy. Hahah oh well i didn't call cause Vivian and that nehnehpok pulled me away.
Blahblahh ! they put me into the sand -.-, like wth.. Idiots even my bag's filled with it now. THANKS UH, THANKS JESSICA AND VIVIAN, you guys know the first day can tagg so well and come bully me. Push me in the water, force me to take off my shirt. What else can you do?, HA luckily my brother told me to tell you guys not to touch his phone if not you guys GG, hahahaha well im still sick!. fuck care hahaha, i had fun :D.
Oh yeah cheewee came after a few hours of fun we had haha, and he only talk to Vivian la, like wth. Tsk tsk, still got her good and all la, FINE LO. How many years of friend we're? huh? Well i caught them sitting at the seaside and waaa. So sweet la, but hais that jessica -.- scream at them. Then Vivian came and sit with me -.-, I can see wee wee's face -.- so i asked him along when he sat down i walked away. LOL i know it's rude but i won't my friend to be sad right?.
Hahaha i'm still sick man! TT, i went back to bath and i can feel the heat in me.
Cheewee sent Vivian home (:, lets hope something good happens to them LOOL.
Play on e way back to vivo and i ate some hot doggies?.
Homeessssss peep :D,
Thanks to Vivian for injuring my leg, thanks leh -.-

Haha, i'm not going out anymore :l.
I'm sick. Too tired to move also.
Meeting lyn& josh later :D, hahaha yeah.

Sorry Jess :l, i was too tired to go sentosa with you.
Yeah i'll go with you some other days kay. (:

Wow, ytd night was super warm :l, was playing soccer all the way till 8 today.
:D luckily my toe didn't break this time, hahah. I'm going for soccer around 2pm again.

Okay first i met up with Alvin and some bangalas ha. Then we started playing (:,
Thenthen some police came scanning our ics and my bag -.-,
I'm a good inoccent boy police uncle, hahaha i've nothing in my bag (:.
Got so tired and almost slept on the floor but oh well, then i checked my phone and it's 6 already!.
Then i saw 3 msges. Hmmmm ((:, Vivian you bloody toot!!!, you can't meet today then my psp memory card how?, you go die!!. TSK

I realised i woke up around 9am,
got online and talked to hope and around 9.45 she needa leave for her job
and my cell phone rang, Vivian! OMG i've totally forgoten that i need to meet her for her birthday!. How could i possibly reach Busic in just 30 mins time?. So i was late la haha but who cares :P, she won't be angry cause it's the first time we're meeting LOOOOOOL. Taking advantage, hmmm well i reached there around 10.30? (:, She bought her cloths and all and i hope you'll like your Tee& that Skirt (:, well she wanted to go sentosa so we headed there.
Woooo
HOTHOTHOT!!!!!, Both of us saw this hot dude ahhh!!!, and Vivian was like OMG HOTHOTHOTTTTT!! HAHA, funny sia, second hot thing was the weather and the third is ME -.- hahaha she was like hey you're hot nono i'm normal, and there she goes NONONO hothot hahaha we can talk about that for hours !. Then beach station!, saw my classmates and they tagged along. Cheewee was like whispering to me guiqin come come i ask you something, is that girl your friendor girlfriend? -.- friend only. Then he was like wth so pretty la, i wna know her can? HAHA i thought i intro already?you shyboy.
HAHA sorry weewee i wanted to help but too bad, i remembered she told me she like this guy online hahaha and his name is something about drinks or something HA,
butbut good thing is she say you're nice and cute (:.
Yeah i was too tired to carry on doing anything so we headed off, and Vivian asked me to send her home so yeah headed off to her house.

After that i felt so warm all over my body, I'M SICK! -.-, i realised everytime when i'm sick i'll want to faint. But hahah i didn't faint this time :D. Well i went for the doctor and he said i need more rest cause he found no problems with my body lol. We joked around for few hours& i realised he've no customers for that few hours hahaha.
HHOMMESSS (:.
I find it really pointess for me to be online now :l but aiyah boring like hell la.
Come talk to me anyone :D

I'd rather you to hug and kiss me noone else ):, i wanted to tell you that but what if your answer is it's none of my business?. :l, I've always wanted your hugs and kisses yeah all i want is yours.

ღ1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
: I wonder if i'll kill her, LOL.
ღ2 If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
: Let me be with you forever
ღ3 What will be your dream wedding be like?
: Don't know
ღ4 Are you single or attached?
: Single
ღ5 What's your idea lover like?
: (:, like That girl.
ღ6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
: Being loved by someone, :D
ღ7 If the person you secretly like is attached, what will you do?
: Keep quiet and give them my blessings.
ღ8 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really loved?
: Everything might end but my love for her will be forever so i'll be waiting forever (:.
ღ9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these few days?
: Uh, ya alot.
ღ1o What do you want most in life?
: That girl
ღ11 Is being tagged fun?
: Yeah.
ღ12 How do you see yourself in 1o years times?
: I'll be the same i guess, or maybe fatter T.T.
ღ13 Who is currently the most important person to you?
: That girl.
ღ14 Who do you want the person to be tagging you now in your blog?
: That girl.
ღ15 Would you rather be single & rich or married & poor?
: Married & poor.
ღ16 What's the first thing you will do every morning?
: I'll stay stone on my bed and try to recap what did i dreamt abt ytd night
ღ17 Would you give all in a relationship?
: Yeah.
ღ18 If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
: That girl.
ღ19 What types of friend do you like?
: I can talk to.
ღ2o Do you believe in first sight?
: Yeah, i guess so

This was taken by ME (:, Squarehead playing beatbox HA,
he was like aww man i came here to do nothing man wth, then he started to BEATBOX, it's really cool man

I'm back(:,
home at last. Was super tiredd, first i played pool with an idiot that lost 48 bucks to me.
Then he brought his friend along -.-, now i'm that idiot and lost 69 bucks. WTH
The money left in my bank can only last for 3 more days ZZZ. Blahblah and wasted 6 dollars in cafe, now that i'm home but nothing to do. :l, there goes my parents nagging at me but who cares, they dno what am i thinking of.

After playing pool with those strangers, i played alone. SUPER BORING LA, hit hit and hit again.
Like wth.
Met up with ahemahem since she asked to, and sent her home -.-, very fun meh?!.
You wasted my bus fare LOL!.

I WANT TO TALK TALK TALK ON THE PHONE -.-,
Noone to call at the moment ZZZ

MORNING PEEEPS :D,
Slept all the way till 11.14am ha. Actually i'd sleep more but my dog came licking me.
Now i can't sleep anymore, Z.
I'm suppose to be in the gym now but who cares :l,
my phone got confiscated, so even if they call me i wouldn't reply.

I'm gna stone the whole day, i wanted to play soccer with Ryan and guys but i think i told someone
i'll listen and stop playing soccer till my toe heals.

Jamie, you promised (:,

Velle!, get well soon. You're always sick :(((.
Wennt schooll!!! Chem and phys so damn difficult.
Super tiredd day.
Went out with ahemahem :l,
Watched movie but i was half asleep,
lalala, playplay talk talk lol.
Goodbye hug and kiss on my cheek. -.-
sent her home.
Went to meet karthig,
HOMEESSS!,
Slept for 50 mins then headed to meet the guys,
JAMMING :D, had lots of fun (:.
POOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!,
;DDD, was funn.
Yeah and headed home (:,
and my freaking bill came, it's about 350 bucks -.-,
my phone's gna be confiscated again WTH.

Ehhh, met up with leroy (:,
Long time no see already.
Haha, talk talk talk.
ALOT hahaha, and wow his brother came along too.
Bigbig boy already uh Royah.
Haha oh yeah he've this damn hot look.
Play and play, got scolded by some old hag.
Then went home (:

YAYY " JUMPS'
:D i'm gna meet Jamie soooonnn.

Wennt townnnnn with Jessica, == super boring la.
SHOPPPING. Gahhh, ask me try this then try that. WTH I DON'T WANT.
Headded out to cwp :l,
saw some oldd friends :D,
HELLO PIGGY SHAN hahaha, oh well.

now i'm at home waiting for text.
Oh yeah, i'm in deep shit.
Should i?, or i shouldn't?..
WONDERS.

HELLO GUYS (:,
I'm leaving for poa exams OMG,
== i'm boreddd. wth.

JAMIE, JAMIE& JAMIE, look this is for you :D
hahah lalalalala

Okay, crap shit.
Fucking dick head, burn in hell and die please.
I don't wna talk to you. KNS,

ELICIA, super sorry about yesterday la.
I didn't mean to hang up so fast, i'm out with friends and i just can't talk to you at that moment.
Hey please understand and come back online,
I know you've been reading my blog, and you just don't wna talk to me.
My calls, my message. GAH.
If you're reading my blog or my message, i'll still be going down to that place we used to meet.
OKAY?!. Don't say i care about others only.

YAY!,
Ytd's maths was fine. The graph part totally killed me.
After maths i wanted to send Velle home but ==. so boringg.
So yeah i told her i don't wna go home, YAY then Velle& Hope went Vivo togther with me,
Omg, they eat slowwwww!. Went eating sushi!. hahah too bad i can't eat that,
Secretly took Velle's unglam photos, but i delete le :l.
oh yeah, after that went sitting at dno where,
so coldddd~, and those bangala sure can hug la. We've been sitting there like few hours and they're hugging there for few hours. tsktsk.
YAY!!!!, hahaha went shoppinggg with them,
was kinda boring la, they went in the changing room for like so longggg!,
Then the workers there stared at me la, as if i wna go in and peep ==.
went mac, my dad called OMG!.
Hope help me talk to daddy,
after that mum called again==.
wth she scolded me la, then velle leaned forward to hear out conversation too.
hahaha& something happened :D, no one sawwww hahaha.
Oh well the same thing happened when we're heading to harbourfront mrt,
Then velle followed us to the stationn.
yeah then homes :D.
Take care peeppps

Okay,
It's a bad dayyy,
I'm sorry mummy i promise i'll try and be a good son ):,
I'm really sorry to make you worried and cried for me,
I'm really sorry for skipping school,
I'm really sorry for what i've down for this few years,
I'm really sorry really sorry really really sorry,
I just wanted you to be like anyone's mum, that will care. But i guess you've a bad temper and it'll never change and let it stay this way cause i'm loving this days with you,
SORRY MUMMY I LOVE YOU.

I left house to busstop and i felt like fainting,
Omg i really cannot take it and when i got on the bus, i found a seat so i sat down and i felt fabulous (:, after that i stood up and i felt like the whole world owes me everything,
then i walked i felt like i've lost something deep inside me,
got on the mrt and i felt BTHHHHH !!!,
Fuck it i'm gna faint anything, but i fought -.- till yee tee,
i cannot take it and i just walked out.
And i sat down and boom i fainted on the chair,
I felt like someone's pulling me up and i woke up but noone's seen,
And someone pulled me down to the mrt and took out my wallet to tap and i went out,
It reall felt like someone's pulling me and i ended between the busstop and 7eleven,
i somehow grabbed a lemon tea bottle and paid and i walked out -.-,
i saw 302 and i got up i don't know why,
I felt like someone famillar's sitting next to me,
Saw unity sec and prim and next thing i know i saw my grandmother's house,
i got down and that someone pulled me towards and i someone ended outside my ahma's house,
so yeah i'm here already why not call my mum,
My face was super white la -.-,
Ah ma's nice, she gave me some oilment and she wna buy food for me but i'm freaking late so nvm la, so yeah called and the only thing i know MY MUM"S YELLINGGG!,
Oh well she cried too, and she hanged up,
i went school straight, i waited for 2 hours for them to end la -.-,
Oh well then i blahblah suddenly alright :D,
Ohhh velle how i wish i can send you home but your mum's fetching you GAH,
NEVERMIND!

Today's 11th mayyy (:
happy mothers day too all caring mothers.
those mother who sell their son/daughter away just for money to spend,
can just die and rot.
LOOL i'm so bad -.-.
ok whatever,
My mom's a good mother so yeah (:,
But well she got angry on mother's day. and that sucks, i felt so bad just now but,
it's not my fault either, she's being unreasonable.
Asked me to off comp and all, so i did and i just wanted to sms V.
and then -.-
!@#%$^$^!#^$!%#^% .
Aiyah who cares, --
They're all going out for dinner and i don't wna go.
Sucks, she took my phone and read all my msg --,
now she's hiding my phone not returning me. LIKE WTH, i hate this TMD FUCK,
What if i cannot wake up tomorrow -.-,
MY TEST -.-.
Aiyah, just now something bad happened,
Sorry jessica :l, again i'm sorry.
GAHH but whatever la.

Aww man, I went out with Val, Jessica and nick ytd :l,
Jessica was really angry with me TT,
sorry sorry,
She asked me to fuck off, and she said girlfriend was better than her :l,
She ain't my girlfriend jessica, and you know how much i loved her kay :l,
I'm sorry la. please forgive me,
Oh well, Parents got angry at me.
Had a quarral with em la,
Then they took my phone away :l wtf?!. how am i gna contact anyone. FUCK !.
Oh well i don't really care already cause people seldom reply my msg so yeah.
FTW

JIANING, so sorry.
I can actually forget how we met.
Hahahha we talked online because i was boreddd.
I remember kay! don't diao me please.
&& i won't let people know we're having affair. No worries (:.
My laopo HAHAH wth. sounds wrong but who cares HAHA,
later your bf see angry how ): protect me kay!!.
hahah okay. lamelame shit hahaha.

I'm gna play a game (: patience game :D,

HELLO JAMIE (:, COME TAKE CARE OF ME haha :P

If our love was a fairytale, i'll charge in and rescue you.

oh yeahhhhhh (:, went down to eateateat :D,
but the food sucks ):, sian.
I'm so bored now, today's a boring day.
I rejected all the outings, idk why hahaha and i slept for another 2 hours :D
Oh and i realised i did alot of bulltins hahaha,
oh well there's one for jasyinnn :D hahah trusted friend.
gahh boring sioll.
Now i'm blasting emo songs lol.
Oh wellll, parent's out, brother's out. Left behind me and that crappy cousin.
First i saw her playing with her toys, i thought i could trust her and leave her there to play but
wth she took my brother's money and tore it into 3 parts.
HAHA there goes your 50 bucks bro. :l
i tried to puzzle it back but well, after all a torn paper is still tore.
No one can puzzle it back perfectly.

HOHO (:, i'm boreddd kns.
JESSICA DON'T ANGRY ANGRY KAY? ):
SORRY SORRY, I FEEL ASLEEP YTD GAHHH.
WE'LL GO FOR A MOVIE KAY? DON'T ANGRY

After that ecp and sent Elicia back,
Online and talkedd.
New friends ADDED :D.
YAYY :D hellohello Ah lian and Ah Hua (:,
Hhaha since you girl's don't wna tell me your name so i shall call you that forever LOL!.
Was fun hanging out with all but sorry lol. i was really bored.
Yeahhhhh (:,
Played game with Velle, omg she learn games fast! wth.
Msn game first, then Viwawa lol.
She's so good at Match it :l, wth i kept pressing the same thing la.
Thn wajong, halfway wajong it started to rain so i went to close the windows,
Who knows my mom woke up -.-,
She scolded me la, gave me a slap! OMG. Z,
Then went off to bed, Sorry velle i wanted to text you but i fell asleep
AND SORRY JESSICA ):, REALLY SORRY ! i wanted to go but :l,
yknow the reason too, someone's more important than friends LOL!. but really sorry.

I've regretted for what i've said, ): i don't know. I just regretted that i don't love you anymore.
Gah whatever, i guess it doesn't matter now right?. You know who am i talking about :l,
Calling you, you won't pick up. GAHH, i'll still have heartbreak over you, you just won't tell me anything

Oh yeah, wanted to go school but Z.
played soccer :D
was fun,
thanks to all those jokers we got into a police report -.-.
went to cwp forced by ryan -.-,
wanted to go bryan's house but nvm lol.
went swensen for rasheed's bday.
waiting for that bryan to come, he said 5 mins and it took him 40 mins to come.
went stepf's house and fooled ard outside -.-
Left for ecp.
Actually missed our stop and we've to walk all the way back wtf.
SO MANY PEOPLE -.-.
they're like sitting by the seaside one by one LOL!.
Yuki and her beloved justin sitted there for donkey hours.
WHO KNOWS WHAT THEY'RE DOING MAN HAHA.
Ate not much, was stoning.
Broke my toe again -.-. Wth
Sms and no replies. GAH nevermind.
I REACHED CWP ABOUT 11.45 -.-.
AND ELICIA CALLED. wth she waited for me since 11.30 -.-.
Omg just met her and sent her off home.
thats like so dumb! lol
Going out again later. still thinking where to go

All i can do is wait now,
The answer i wanted but you aint gna tell me,
I've been assuming causee you won't tell me,
You told me to stop waiting,
And i thought it'll be the best for you,
So I tried what you said,
But when i tried not speaking to you that day and blogged about that,
I'm not suitable for you& you're not for me,
You told me 'IF' it was a test, IF,
I'll fail.
I don't want it that way but i wanted the best for you
& If the the whole world's against you,
I'll be the only one by your side,

To: you that i've loved the most

I know everything now :l,
I know the truth,
You lied that you like me,
Tell me all those shits,
You like someone else now,
Really i guess,
And i know all this crap ain't gna change anything,
Go for your right guy now,
Get a rich guy, a sweeter one that you'll last tgt with
Actually i like you abit,
All those days out, it's kinda boring but i'm sorry,
I guess i like someone else now,
I guess you're really not my type.
Yeah i won't hate you for lying to me,
Maybe being friends would be better for us

To: you.

Todayy,
went out to play soccer ard 1am but i fucking forget about the ball -.-,
went back to get it, it's around 2 already.
Got back to woodlands circle and they're like shouting at me,
hitting me. and that bitch just sat on my lap -.-.
Ohh played soccer till 6.
went home to bath and get changed,
slep ard 7 woke up at 9 -.-,
went to ccss, and first thing i heard when i stepped in,
Jeslin was like GUIIIQQQQQQINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!,
Then there goes alicia too,
GUIIIIIIIIIIIIIQIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN, EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE WTH, GUIQIN COME HERE FOR CAKE ONLY.
WTH !. WTH WTH WTH !. Then Mr busri was like, OI BOY WHY ARE YOU DOING HERE.
i just smiled and showed my vistor pass from Ms foo (:, HAHA and he just walked away.
Oh well after that soccer again -.- wtf?.
then went home like 2+?,
was super moody and i felt so sick.
MET UP WITH MY LONG LOST GIRLFRIEND (:, elicia.
OMG she's fucking cute now HAHA but still short -.-,
oh well went to walk walk talk talk eateat then she's gna leave.
Before she left, she asked me, Guiqin do you wna hug? (:.
OH YES OF COURSE HAHAHA, she just popped out and hugged me. COOL RIGHT?,
Chickhead was like AHHH DAMN WHAT ABOUT MINE,
Elica was like erm no i only hug cute guys HAHAH,
omg i'm cute :l.
Adorable but ugly. GAHH! ):
Lol then we sent her off to the mrt,
she hugged me again, aww man i felt so touched. and a good bye kiss -.-. i didn't want that LOL!,.
She gave chickhead a kicked hahaha ! :P,
blahblah, 4 plus met up with chicken head's sister,
went to eat again -.-,
ok i always wanted to save money but oh well.
Ding dong, homess
but before that my freaking fucking stupid idiotic friends sent her a msg,
made her really upset, pissed.
OMG i'm really sorry la hugging a friend is normal, -.- they just don't get it.
Then after that another problem came up, WTF i'm really sorry.
Everything i say seems like making everyone unhappy.
I don't feel like living anymore or maybe i can become mute.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
My fault. GAHH.

To: whoever she knows, i really love you, i'd even told everyone you're my greatest.& even when you asked me to stop waiting, i'll be sad but i'll just do what as you said cause it'll only make you happy and seeing you happy is the most that i've wished

I LOVE YOU JESSICA, HAPPY? LOL!.
Oh well i love you when you're screaming for help HAHA

I know everything now,
yeah i really do. let me just be a friend beside you (:.
Yeah a friend will do. i guess i'm not your type

FUCK IT - Eamon
i don't know why i like you so much, i gave you all my trust.
I told you, i love you and now it's all the drain.
Fuck what i said it don't mean shit,
Fuck all those kisses,
Fuck all those presents might well throw all now,
Fuck you whore i don't want you back,
you thought you could keep this shit from me,
you're burn bitch, i heard the story, you played me.
Fuck you whore i don't want you back.

OH YEAH JESSICA, (:
How nice of you on the bed :P,
screams and shouts! LOOOL.
HAHAHA Lets sleep together again.
Lol i sound sick, but your fault you asked me to tell people my secret.
wtf la you, why you called my brother kns.
but oh well. :P,
& your mother was like why you always bring him home but not together,
and you freaking answer her la, wth
CAUSE GUIQIN AIN'T SERIOUS IN ANY GIRLS -.-.
Now she hate me i guess wthhh
she say she's gna cook me alive the next time we're out OMGOMG ):

I tried all i can, really i did.
Thanks for all the days we're out, talking on phones and smses.
You wanted me not to wait for you, but how?.
I've tried really hard, really i did.
Run away with me?, thats what you told me but now :/.
All i can do is wait till you'll be that girl i met in the pass.
Is it affection?, i still don't understand.
You said you like me but feel different when we're out?.
Even my friends thought we're tgt already,
so close, I'm so close to getting you but what happened?,
i don't know and i'll never know cause you won't tell me,
All i can say now, i really love you, i'd give in all i could,
all all all all.
and you're one to make me like outing with girls, but i guess you won't go out with me anymore

What went wrong?,
i don't know.
i want to know the reason, i like the way we're in the pass,
)):

Wennt school, not very happy tho,
boredddd,
sms-ed Velle asking if she wna meet but i get no replies,
ate bread in the canteen alone,
saw deslen and he joined in,
went in and out of class,
was super mooooooddddyyy.
but nvm.
I'm just jealous, super jealous.
why can't she eat with me?,
wanted to send velle home but since she've to accompany sky to eat,
i'm alone again, in the mrt called jessica,
talkked about things :l
Met her at cwp, wanted to catch a movie but nevermind,
sorry jessica -.-, wasted your 15 mins. Shall treat you to a moive some day.
moooddy again and i went to old woodlands centre,
played pool with some indian guy and i won :l,
15 bucks mine HA,
well i'm now home waiting for your call,
hope you're not angry with me. I know you've been telling me that you and him are just friends but i can't stand it,i'm just petty, jealoussss. Means that i really like you :l.
oh well no one understands.
And my hug ):,
where's it? ))):

Today's a boring day,
Soccerrrrrrr -.-, so damn HOT,
went home for a quick bath,
met up with all my sweethearts :l,
nicol was like hugging me -.-, GAYS HAHA,
went mac for foooddd, waited for those bimbos for like 2hours la,
what 2 pm meet, MY FOOT -.-.
went to the cyber zzz, talked online.
chit chatt and then homes (:

Today's so good, HAPPY DAY (:,
went sentosa with Velle, Alicia and Angel with her friends,
before that went to velle's house cause she needa get her things,
SENTOSAAA (:,
was boring tho :l.
Got Lavin down, was stoning all the way la hahaha,
chicks!!!!!! so much hahaha but -.-, no mood.
SO DAMN HOT LA, WTH i got this cola from Lavin, -.- just took 5 mins to made it warm -.-.

7pm we went to have a quick wash up, i went in for 10 mins lol.
didnt really wash, waited for 45 mins for the girls to finish their wash.
Angel and her friends went to eat,
Lavin, velle, alicia and me went home.
Alicia got down on OP,
Then left me velle and lavin (:,
aww man i gave something that i promised ((((:,
my heart beep so fast! OMG,
and i blushed OMGOMG,
hahaha YAYYYY (((:
Then Valentia went watching moive with her friend :l,
HOMMMESSS (:

Went school,
went hospital half way,
went out, no mood.
Went home,
went out, got pissed.
went home, waiting for call but didn't came in,
went online, velle talked to me. Sorry but i'm in really no mood,
went offline, velle called and i'm a little better,
went eat, got scolded for eating late by aunt since mum couldn't scold me ):,
went online and waiting for someone to talk to me :l

HAPPPPPYY DAY (:
hahaha,
first thing in the morning i met Ron and friends,
sent them off the bus and i headed home,
passed seah's girlfriend's present,

few hours later i went to meet velle (:,
went ecp :P,
the ride's super long, zzz my butt hurts,
walked to ecp,
called Ron and he's heading towards MAC too,
drank coka -.-,
went to rent the bladdee lolll.
i was so scared to stand :l,
hend velle's hand for support,
went too fast and i fell T.T,
my butt hurts GAHH!!!,
2 hours later went to return the blades,
Velle's mum's coming omg,
lol i didn't say hi, sorry aunty! i'm scared that you're fierce ):
Left velle ):, went with those idiots LOL!,
AND THAT CHOONYI!, i told her it's the right way she dont beleive and made us walked a bigbigbig round WTF?!
1 hour and 15 mins later, i'd finally reached home! hahaha,
RAWR, Velle just went away when zhuxin talk to me, wa so scaryyy lol but i gave chase! and i caught up hha
well thats for today (: takecare peeps