Saturday, June 07, 2008
i know i look retarded.My eye's red and swollen, can't stop my nose from sneezing, throat's killing me, stamoch's having gastric& my heart's aching.
Okay, whatever. I threw out every single fucking thing i ate.
Now i'm feeling fucking hungry but i dare not eat any thing.
All the doctors i've been seeing's telling me i'm fine and strong, they can't seems to find any problems with my body. I'm asked to stay over in the hospital, oh well that place will kill me faster. I'd rather stay at home and die with lucky.
Thanks baby, thanks for texting me. My other comp's spoilt and i was really bored.
I slept awhile after meeting Bryan and guys. Thereafter i went to meet Ivy (:
My cutest sweetest darling lol, that's what she calls me -.-,
If your mum hear this ha, i'll be dead and you'll be too. WE'RE COUSINS YOU KNOW? HAHAHA.
Her other side cousin was here too, named Valentia i think =/.
Yeah, they wanted to eat so i went with them, i didn't want to spoil the mood there so i forced myself to eat.
Mintues later i puked in the toilet of course. zzz.
I sent them two back to the mrt and i headed home.
I went back home too.
After that met up with Aunty for my hair cut.
I'm going for modeling later. Dno what cloth's design, yeah i'd a hair cut from them lol.
But i'm in total no mood to do anything.
After my hair cut the lady and her daugther was like WOW, you look like some superstar -.-,
MY FOOT LA. Fucking sacarsic.
Okay i'm going to try and sleep now.
Okay i'm going to try and sleep now.
I'm a failure to everything i swear. Now there's like 4 person's angry with me, 3 of them'll reply me messages but one don't. I've tried to explain everything okay.
Everything's up to you now.